Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Part 1 : Looking Back.....

This week we were ask to analyze back ourselves along 3 month being university student......
its crazy if we miss the chance on listening and learning of what lecturer thought to us as Dr. Sr. Elias told us during the class.....So, for me looking back on what we have done was a good rehabilitation for our selves in order for us to be on the right path...
'melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya' an idiom that i hold till now coz i believe that everything comes from origin and we should ensure that the origin should be sacred.....
honestly, Quantity Surveying is my 2nd choices but when im being offered for this course, im started to thinking that am i not qualified enough to become doctor????
but my late mum said that everything that comes to you is the gift and you should appreciate it as it may give u a bright future.....As i grew up, i learned that we can't get anything that we want and nobody is perfect.....
I'm still remember the date of 3rd July 2010, my first day in university....As i came for registration, i saw many people comes with their family and im sure with the thousand of feeling...same goes to me.....im trying to forget my dream to become a doctor and now concentrating in my course which is Quantity surveying....
The orientation week was the most unhappy and boring week....It's torturing....
walk for 40 minutes from RST to DTSP day and night....arghhhh....
it's a common for a teenagers complaining all those thing....but today on 22 September 2010, i saw a handicap student with his wheelchair on the road with many vehicles besides him....
even he used the wheelchair, he still trying to move with his own effort even it is dangerous with the USM contour...Subhanallah.....how lucky am i.....
Then, my studio assignment.....honestly some of the assignment that had been given to me sometimes it weird and beyond my thought....along the mid-sem, blogging and bamboo was always on my mind...im still remeber the mask 101 assignment....
its was such a fun experience even its seems quite weird and many people said its childish when im posted in the Facebook.....then, the BST and 6 black balloon bamboo box.....
sketching of graduation, lines and dotes....everytime i received all those assignment, i always said that those it related to the what im taking right now....
with all the effort, money, time, energy and much more, is it give me benefit or waste my time???? arghhhhhhh it makes me tension actually......
the satisfaction of doing all those project comes after we finished and get the product....
As the 6 principle that have been thought to me which are intention, act, place, actor,rules and product....intention should comes first rather than interest....
thus the the actor which is me should have an intention from the origin to ensure the all will be just fine...
the action taken by the actor should have the rule so that it is on the right path and the product that being produced with the sacred intention will produce a product that will give benefits to the place.......i never thought this way before i entering HBP....it makes me to be creative and have vision and mission in producing and talking......
after all this while, after 3 month, i think that i have made some changes to my self especially in thinking....i think i have been through such a valuable experiences, moment and memory....









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